My results suck. I am confused, pressurized and irritated at everything around me. And having parents who have conflicting views and opinions is not really helping me decide. The question right after "How's your results?" is always "So which poly are you going to?" AND GUESS WHAT. Even though my answer may seem indifferent, ITS KILLING ME INSIDE OKAY.

If I decide to please one party, I'll feel guilty for letting down the other. If I decide to please the other party, I'll feel terrible for disappointing one party. And if I decide to please myself, I'll let down the BOTH of them. Oh God, please give me a sign or something because I've been feeling absolutely lost these past few months. I know crying won't help, so I won't.