WARNING: Pointless confusing thoughts ahead. Read at your own risk.

Today was the first time i saw him. It was the very first time i saw him after two long years. Two very very long years. I knew he was schooling at SP. But i was hoping i wouldnt bump into him because that would just be extremely awkward. But yeah, i saw him. And the moment that happened, i quickly turned away, in hopes that he wouldnt notice me, and i stayed that way until Ash arrived. Hopefully he didint notice me. I dont even know why i feel afraid of meeting him again. I really have no idea.

Just seeing him again set me wondering to myself. Would we still have a chance together after all these years? Has he changed? If so, for better or for worse? Hopefully the latter would be the case. If we ever did meet and caught up with one another, would he think that i've changed? Does he think of me like how i think if him? Pointless thinking, i know. And the only people that really do know about him and i are either, not physically here, or have their own problems to deal with. Im sure they wouldnt wanna hear my pointless, stupid questions that can only be answered with time.

No, im not being depressed or anything. I dont even feel that way. Just wondering about all the possibilities and all the "what if"s. So there you go.





Okay now i have doubts entering SP :S